Chapter 51
Chapter 51
Time seemed to stand still at that moment, Zhong Xingran's lips touched his soft neck, with slight uneven tooth marks on it, and in an instant, he heard the sound of blood rushing through his blood vessels, all the way Up against the current straight to the forehead.
Excessive brain congestion made him feel delirious for a while, his hands tied behind his back were clenched into fists, sweat eroded the lines on his palms, he seemed to have forgotten where he was at this time.
Until the person under him trembled slightly, the trembling was very light, if he hadn't gotten close enough, maybe he wouldn't have felt Wen Jinian's trembling at all.
It was only then that Zhong Xingran came to his senses, and his body was covered in cold sweat.
Wen Jinian shrank his neck back and fell silent on the spot.
He was so quiet that he couldn't even hear his breathing.
This terrible silence, like a basin of ice water pouring down from the top of Zhong Xingran's head, made him wake up instantly.
Fuck!
What did he do? !
He gradually regained his senses and realized that he was kissing Wen Ji Nian's neck under the camera in front of thousands of spectators.
It's really going to be over.
How obsessed he was in the last second, how regretful he is in this second.
——A person as noble as Wen Ji Nian must hate this kind of thing the most. To him, this is sexual harassment under the camera, right?Even if he couldn't see it, he could guess that Wen Jinian's expression must be full of disgust...
Zhong Xing's heart turned cold, he wished he could go back to a few seconds ago and slap himself on the face.
So impulsive, too disrespectful to him!
He breathed heavily and stopped on the spot, not daring to get any closer.
His eyes were tightly blindfolded, he didn't know Wen Ji Nian's reaction at all, and his heart became more and more heavy and desperate.
What to do, how to make up for it now?He was completely at a loss.
A faint blush appeared on Wen Ji Nian's fair cheeks, and the redness became deeper and deeper, gradually spreading to the base of the ears.
Not only did he not feel disgusted by what Zhong Xingran did to him just now, it can even be said that the stone in his heart fell to the ground.
In fact, since he found out that Zhong Xingran liked him, he has always had an unspeakable worry, that is whether he is really bent, or just confused for a while.
——Three years at the same table, he knows better than anyone else that Zhong Xingran is a straight man.
The straight ones can't be straighter, the kind that would throw up when seeing gays kissing.
Because of this, he began to suspect that perhaps Zhong Xingran only liked him spiritually.In other words, yearning for platonic love.I like his character and the way I get along with him, but I don't have that kind of impulse toward him.
This is also the reason why he has not dared to show his cards to the opponent.
He was afraid of misleading the other party, and he was even more afraid of falling into it himself.
Before today, Zhong Xingran had never expressed his physical desire for him, and most of the time he just put his shoulders and touched his arms, and if there was more, he would run away and blush.
This kind of avoidance can be interpreted as embarrassment, but how many boys are so embarrassed that they dare not even touch the person they like?
This is rarely the case.
Wen Ji Nian himself is gay, and occasionally he would have daydreams when he saw him showing his abdominal muscles, but he didn't know if Zhong Xing Ran would feel the same way.
What if, in the worst case, Zhong Xingran can't accept intimate contact after they are together?
He has thought about this question many times, so he always hesitates at critical moments.
But now, Zhong Xingran seems to have given him the answer himself.
Since he can't help but kiss her, does it mean that he doesn't really reject being close to the same sex?
Under the cover of the blindfold, Wen Jinian's eyelids trembled slightly, as if something soft in his heart had melted away, which made a faint smile appear on his lips.
Mu Xuru's voice sounded: "Currently, two groups have been untied, and the Xing Ran Ji Nian, you are the last one."
Neither of them made a sound, the staff
The policeman stepped forward and helped them remove the blindfolds and untie them.
When they took off the blindfold, they didn't look into each other's eyes, but chose to dodge in unison.
Lu Qiansui laughed heartlessly and said, "Aren't you very good at playing games before, why are you so good today?"
Uncharacteristically, Zhong Xingran did not go forward to hammer him, but returned to his seat with a gray face, lowering his head and not daring to look at Wen Ji Nian.
"No.1 is Brother Lu and Sister Hua, congratulations on getting two pizzas. No.2 is Shao Yun and Xia Fei, congratulations on getting the same roast chicken as the Hu Xin group. The last one is Xing Ran and Ji Nian, congratulations ——You get two barrels of instant noodles." Mu Xuru said.
Everyone laughed.
"The difference between the top two and the bottom one is too big!"
"Two barrels of instant noodles, what a disaster, Ji Nian."
"It's all Xing Ran's fault, he didn't know what he was doing for a long time."
[God, zxr, what were you doing just now?I stood there in a daze for a long time. 】
[The angle of view of this camera card is so obstructive, I can't see how Xiaren untied the rope at all, did he untie it? 】
[Of course I didn't solve it, otherwise how could I be the last one...]
[They stood stupidly for several minutes, what's the matter? 】
[It may have been broadcast for a long time, I am too tired, I feel that after the end, the hair of the shrimp is wilted. 】
With completely different thoughts, the two of them didn't have any more communication with each other.
Zhong Xingran's psychological struggle was even worse, he couldn't hear what the director was saying clearly, and was reminded by the pd several times with his eyes.
Next, Mu Xuru arranged a few more mini-games to win safe houses for each group of CPs to avoid zombies, special props to resist zombies, and the right to use temporary toilets.
Zhong Xingran and Wen Ji Nian were in bad shape the whole time, and the safe house got the smallest one, and the props were only an electric baton, which was the kind of verbal operation. Today's dinner was braised beef with mushrooms and stewed chicken.
Bai Hua asked suspiciously, "Are you two doing charity? Did you give us the pizza and fried chicken on purpose?"
Zhong Xingran frowned and said nothing, Wen Jinian smiled and said, "It's just that I didn't perform well."
[So my son and daughter-in-law want to eat instant noodles? 】
【I don't think they can go out today, maybe they will still have instant noodles tomorrow...】
【Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh what are you doing Zhong Xiaogou!How can I let my wife eat instant noodles if I don't cheer up! 】
[It is recommended to give them snail noodles tomorrow, if they can't beat the zombies, they can be smoked to death. 】
[Hahahahaha, this is a good idea, @木徐ru, Brother Xu, please adopt it. 】
After playing the game, they used the walkie-talkie to contact Jia Boyan.
Jia Baiyan broke into Laboratory No. 1 without disappointing everyone, and said that he had made a major discovery and asked them to go there quickly.
Two hours passed, and the first zombie appeared on the third floor.
Everyone worked together to solve him with props, and went up to the fourth floor from the stairwell.
"Here we are." Hu Xin pushed open the door of Laboratory No. 1, only to see Jia Boyan standing shirtless among a group of petri dishes.
Bai Hua: "...you are still not an idol, can you stop being a hooligan!"
The girls covered their eyes.
Jia Baiyan said unwillingly, "Wow, why are you closing your eyes, last time you reposted the ad that Brother Ran exposed his abs on Weibo! I worked so hard to fight zombies for you, and I was dragged away by the zombies even without clothes. You actually despise me?"
【Hahahahaha, his clothes were ripped off by zombies. 】
[Laughing to death, I thought he was going to show off his figure, but I didn't expect that he was dragged away because he ran away in embarrassment. 】
[Xiao Jia: I have paid too much for this family. 】
[Tiantian, stop looking at him!Shrimp is looking at you! 】
Zhong Xingran glanced at Wen Ji Nian's gaze, took off his jacket, and threw it on Jia Baiyan's head.
"Put it on, what are you talking about." He said angrily.
"Wuuu, brother Ran, you are so fierce."
Even if he was too ashamed to face Wen Ji Nian, he couldn't bear to see him look at others like this, and he felt faint in his heart.
I have a plan.
In all fairness, Jia Baiyan's figure is still good, the muscles on his body are well exercised, neither thin nor strong, but Wen Jinian is not looking at him, but at the petri dish behind him.
There are three two-meter-high giant petri dishes behind him. Everyone was patronizing and talking about him just now, but they didn't see the things inside until they got closer.
"It's disgusting!" Xia Fei was the first to call out.
Bai Hua also covered her mouth, "What is this, I'm about to vomit..."
Three petri dishes were filled with cloudy light blue culture fluid, and the signs of "early stage", "middle stage" and "late stage" were hung on the outside in turn. There were three corpses soaked in the culture fluid. The first one looked more like a person, with a cheek The second one has multiple broken bones, and the corpse is highly decomposed; the third one is already in the form of a complete zombie, missing arms and legs, and the blue culture fluid is full of pus.
Only Dr. Z, Dr. Xu Kui, and the big boss can enter Lab 1, and no one else is allowed to enter without permission.
Wen Jinian picked up the recording pen on the table next to him, and Dr. Z's voice came from inside.
"Today is the 569th day of research on virus morphology. A new batch of three-period full-state samples has arrived in the laboratory. When these three samples are shipped in, I don't know how many innocent people will die. I am a little tired of doing such experiments, Although it is to prevent the outbreak of glacier-melting viruses in the future, is it really right to use the lives of these people to save other people?"
Everyone gasped, Xia Fei was stunned, "What do you mean? They used living people to do virus experiments?"
Wen Jinian rummaged around the table and found a portfolio.
He took it apart, looked at it twice, and handed it to the next human: "This is the cultivation process of Experimental Subject 001."
Experiment 001 was specially made to kill zombies. She is Dr. Z's sharpest humanoid weapon.But she also has a fatal flaw, because after the genetic modification, she became the natural enemy of zombies, so when she smelled the blood of zombies, she would go mad and attack indiscriminately.
Wen Jinian glanced at Zhong Xingran, it was because of him that 001 went crazy that day.
Hu Xin walked around the petri dishes, and said strangely: "These petri dishes are completely sealed, there is no possibility of zombie blood leaking, and these corpses, let alone blood, should only smell of potion. Well, how could 001 go crazy so easily?"
"Let's look for clues separately," Wen Jinian suggested.
Laboratory No. 1 is very large, so if everyone searches separately, the speed will be faster.
Half an hour later, they found a bloody white coat, a private investigator file, and a stamped contract.
"The white coat belongs to Dr. Z." Zhong Xingran pointed to the badge on his chest, and he temporarily recovered his thoughts. "This badge can only be worn by professors with senior professional titles. On the day of the incident, I accidentally spilled coffee On Dr. Z, there's a coffee stain here on the cuff."
He unfolded the cuffs, and there were indeed faint brown marks on them.
"The blood on it should be the blood of zombies, and the edge of the color of human/blood will not turn blue." Wen Jinian said with a frown.
Hu Xin suddenly realized, "So someone deliberately smeared zombie blood on Dr. Z's body, trying to induce 001 to go mad and kill him?"
Lu Qian opened the file bag and said in surprise: "This is Ms. Zhang Nan's file. She invested in the virus research and development project and wanted to take this opportunity to make money. She proposed to sell the vaccine at a high price after small-scale dissemination of the virus. Because Dr. Z On the day of the incident, there was a text message in her mobile phone, which said 'this time, I will make him never speak again'."
"This is Dr. Z's investigation of Zhang Nan's file, which contains evidence that she used living people to commit crimes." He added.
Xia Fei picked up the stamped contract and read: "This is Dr. Z's report letter, reporting that Ms. Zhang Nan has set up several illegal virus research laboratories, and pointing out that she has the tendency to spread viruses to endanger society. Doctor's personal seal."
Bai Hua pointed at Shao Yun and said, "I see, you wanted to hide the fact that you committed a crime, so you smeared zombie blood on Dr. Z's coat, and killed him with the help of 001."
Mu Xuru's voice came from the radio,
"The time for evidence collection is up, please go to Laboratory No. 3 to vote."
There was some controversy about who the real culprit was.
Some people suggested voting for 001, while others suggested voting for Shao Yun, because Mu Xuru had said in advance that there was only one murderer.
Finally, after intense discussions, everyone decided to vote for Shao Yun.
Lu Qian said casually: "Don't make a mistake, don't make a mistake, if you can choose one or the other, you're unlucky."
Under everyone's expectant gaze, Mu Xuru smiled and said, "I'm sorry, I got the wrong answer. Everyone will be trapped in the laboratory building tonight."
"What? It's not Shao Yun. Should we really vote for 001?"
"I said I should vote for 001! That's it, I'm going to post with zombies today, and I'll post all night."
"No, Director Xu, the NPC teacher is going to sleep too, right?"
Mu Xuru said empathetically, "They have morning shifts and evening shifts, which take turns."
"...We thank you."
[Help, the zombies still have morning and evening shifts, hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha, it’s so funny that the zombies still have morning and evening shifts. 】
[Where they sleep tonight is the safe house for the game in the afternoon? 】
[Then we idiots are screwed, their safe house is the smallest. 】
[So it's really 001?Why do I feel weird, they won't be planted in the same place for the second time tomorrow, right? 】
Mu Xuru looked at his phone and said, "It's time for dinner and washing. Please hurry up and find props to spend the night safely. After eight o'clock, all activities outside the safe house will not be allowed."
Everyone wailed, and only then did they understand what he said earlier, "This episode will make you move". Dare is to be chased and run non-stop, and try to find clues to solve the case.
At night, all the lights in the laboratory building were extinguished, leaving only the lights in the four safe houses.
The safe house of Wen Jinian's group is a security lounge.
Like the wooden house at the entrance of the village in the first phase, it can be called a barren house, with only a narrow single bed covered with a torn blanket.
The two put on their clothes after taking a bath. Although the temperature in Xizhou is not low in winter, it is still a bit cold at night.
When Zhong Xingran had to face him, his emotions seemed much more depressed than before.He had been at war with heaven and man for a day, and finally made up his mind to do one thing.
Wen Ji Nian came in after taking a shower, sat on the edge of the bed and yawned, looking like he had forgotten what happened during the day.
Zhong Xingran has been waiting for him.
He directly turned off the live broadcast, and asked in a muffled voice, "Can I chat with you?"
When Wen Jinian saw him turn off the camera, his eyes widened in surprise. Sure enough, within half a minute, he received a crazy bombardment from the pd, asking him why he turned off the live broadcast.
Both of their phones kept popping up messages, Wen Jinian pressed the mute button, looked at him and said, "What's wrong?"
When eating instant noodles together at night, he noticed that Zhong Xingran looked a bit in a bad mood, and he kept holding on in front of the camera. Even if he didn't take the initiative to find Wen Jinian, Wen Jinian planned to chat with him.
Zhong Xingran lowered his eyes and stood beside the bed.
All his courage had been devoted to this, and there was no spare courage to look at him.
After a while, he adjusted his mentality and said, "I'm sorry, I kissed you today."
Wen Ji Nian was startled, and then understood why he was unhappy all night, it was because he kissed him?
What does he mean by that, to get rid of the relationship?Or do you want to say it was just a spur of the moment?
Wen Jinian's face turned pale, and he looked at him and said, "Are you apologizing to me for this incident?"
Zhong Xingran pressed his lips tightly, feeling so nervous that he was about to die.Ever since he was a child, whether it was on stage or taking exams, he has never been so nervous as he is now.
He thought for a long time, and finally decided to tell Wen Ji Nian what he thought of him.
Throughout the night, he cheered himself up in his heart.But when I was about to say it, my brain became blank, and I couldn't remember what I thought
clear.
He typed the draft for a long time.
I want to start from the first time I met Wen Jinian, tell him what I think about him, and tell me about his changes.Sort it out in chronological order, and tell him that he is not a person who is easily moved, but he really, really likes him.
But so many words seemed to be blocked in his throat.
In the end, thousands of words converge into one sentence.
"No... because I like you." He finally said it through gritting his teeth and closing his eyes.
In an instant, he seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, which had been held in his heart for too long.
He had already prepared for the worst, if he didn't succeed, if he was rejected, he would be shamelessly stalking him.If one year is not enough, it will be five years, and if five years is not enough, it will be ten years. He doesn't believe that Wen Ji Nian's heart is really so firm as a rock.
After shouting this sentence, Zhong Xingran no longer had any scruples.
He looked at the ground and said excitedly: "I like you, not the way I like friends. I started to like you after I came back from the South Island. I know...to have that kind of nasty thoughts about the person you like...is a kind of thing. It's a terrible thing, and I'm belittling you like that in public, I apologize for this, I'm sorry. But I still have to say, I really like you, Wen Jinian. "
He grabbed the corner of his clothes tightly, and said in a trembling voice: "I'm not that eloquent, and I can't express how much I care about you. From today onwards, I will officially chase you. Can you... can you see my performance, and then I will give you a chance. Decide whether to pass me?"
The last sentence, ask carefully and humble.
Wen Jinian was silent for a long time, lowering his eyes as if he was thinking about something.
Zhong Xingran raised his eyelids to look at him from time to time, then quickly looked away and continued to stare at the ground. After repeating this four or five times, he finally couldn't help it.
"That... what do you think now, can you tell me?"
It was the first time he confessed in a serious way that there were no flowers paving the floor and lanterns in the movie, no imaginary vows to each other, no BMW cars, no diamond ring surprises, only a small safe house, a A small single bed.
Thinking of this fact, he was so sad that he was about to die. Perhaps such a confession was doomed to fail.
It's all because he couldn't hold his breath and kissed Wen Ji Nian out of control, which made him come to this point.
If he approached him slowly and moved him slowly according to the procedure, maybe Wen Ji Nian would not be silent for so long.
Zhong Xingran became more and more uncomfortable, his eyes were gradually covered with mist, and his throat was choked, causing him great pain.
He took several deep breaths before he restrained his trembling body, and was about to say something decent, so as not to let the other party get off the stage.
Wen Jinian suddenly asked: "Can you really accept homosexuality?"
"What?" Zhong Xingran looked up at him in a daze.
Wen Ji Nian's complexion was not pretty, the blush after taking a bath had faded away, leaving only a bleak paleness.
He smiled self-deprecatingly and said: "I only confirmed this guess today. I didn't expect what you just said to make me feel uncertain again. Zhong Xingran, why do you apologize for this kind of thing? Like a person, to him Isn’t it normal to have thoughts? Or, subconsciously, you still can’t accept homosexuality?”
Zhong Xingran gradually understood, and he shook his head violently, "I can't accept it, I...don't have this kind of thought about other boys, but only for you...I, I don't know if I'm gay, but I often want to be close to you, to smell your body, to kiss you, to hug you, to...do that kind of thing with you..."
"If this counts as gay, then I should, right."
His voice is getting smaller and smaller.
He was afraid that Wen Jinian would feel that he didn't like him, so he could only express his truest thoughts, but he was afraid that he would be abrupt when he spoke. Shouldn't a normal relationship start slowly by holding hands and hugging?
He doesn't even know how to chase people, so won't Wen Ji Nian be unhappy by saying this?
Zhong Xingran said dejectedly: "I'm sorry, I'm stupid, and I don't know how to express it. I've never liked someone so much, and I don't have any experience in expressing love. You know that my family has always been strictly controlled, and I have been told many times, Even in love
Love has to be done step by step, and you can't treat others too impatiently.But I... I can't help it every time I come into contact with you. Several times when you fell asleep, I wanted... to kiss you secretly. "
His face was full of self-blame and deep bewilderment, but he could only express all his thoughts.
Just like in Oscar Wilde's story, the nightingale holding a rose dyed with her heart's blood.Holding his hot and sincere heart, he opened it openly in front of Wen Ji Nian, and told him in the most clumsy way, I love you.
Wen Jinian finally understood what he meant this time.
He stared at Zhong Xingran for a long time.
This idiot has been bound by moral kidnapping for so long, and he always feels that even touching him is a blasphemy and disrespect to the one he loves, but the real reaction of his body makes him "make mistakes" again and again.
In such a state of self-pull, he still foolishly asked him for a yes to "pursue him".
How can someone be so pure and passionate.
Wen Ji Nian's cheeks gradually returned to blood, and his heart seemed to be flowing with hot magma, and the heat rushed straight to his eyes, and there was an indelible tenderness in the sourness.
He smiled slightly and said, "So, you just apologize and say you want to chase me?"
Zhong Xingran stared at him blankly, only to hear him whisper again: "Don't think about it, let me be your boyfriend?"
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